Wednesday, July 08, 2009
I am irritated. It's annoying. What is? Why the damn tel.co's of course.
I just heard on the news that the tel.co's are like "if we stop the spamming, it'll affect our revenues..." and "if we do that, we might not offer the unlimited messaging" and crap like that.
As for the first statement - NO DUH.
Don't take all that money for services people don't want. I don't want to receive a stupid ringtone, e.g. Jingle Bells after Christmas, and all that. If I want a certain ringtone, I'd search for it my way. Same goes for other texts. Taking money from your subscribers that don't really certain services is comparable to a prostitute raping you and demanding money. Yep, we're getting screwed and when we tell them "Can you just not do that? 'Coz it's totally not right." They have to go all "It'll affect our earnings, blah blah blah." There's just one point. Things aren't right.
What I hope people'd do is not go crazy and protest in a silent but deadly manner.
Let's face it, texting is way too handy. Information is precious. Communication is essential. We need this. However, let's not be a slave to these companies. We forget that it's not just the people who supply the service or product that holds the market, but the consumers can screw with them too.
I know we can succumb to the need to text and everything, but I don't mean to go cold-turkey and screw everything. I'm just saying text when it's essential, only go unlimited when you really need to. Don't support these tel.co's because they're not just here to be considerate anymore. At least try to regulate yourself.
I was actually thinking of switching to a different provider like Sun just for the better rates despite its growth, but of course, for the heck of convenience, people like me stay.
I'm hoping, praying actually, that my block can boycott Globe and go for Sun. It's so much cheaper, it's not as bad as when it was starting out, it's getting its leverage and we all know what'll happen when Globe loses more of its subs.
That's right, they would be forced to deal with the relationship between price, supply and demand. If less and less people patronize their products or services, then they'd get less money (duh) and it's either they hike up their prices even more (and lose more subs or provide crappier goods/services = stupid idea) or succumb to the power that consumers also have and lower their prices or at least not screw us over for things we don't want and have our credits wither away.
Maybe you have a different take on it, but ultimately, to me, a person would go for what they want no matter what. Also, in business, you have to be there for your consumers that's why it's called "service" and not "ass-rape." Finally, be a wise consumer, don't buy things because of its name/brand, that's stupid. Go for quality, know your provider/supplier/whatever. Make sure everything's good and fair. Don't be blinded by what the media says, they're being paid to portray products the way the supplier/provider wants them to show it. In the end, it's just whether or not something works for you and if it's worth your money.
Grrrr...3:21 PM
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Monday, July 06, 2009
all about me
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| [basics] |
| name: | Mara Corinne |
| are you named after anyone?: | My parents... I think o_O |
| nickname(s): | Mara, Mara Girl, Baby Mara, Boomboom, Belikewhat, ErisEyesOnFire, starlightstereo |
| birthday: | June 9, 1991 |
| zodiac sign: | Gemini |
| birthplace: | San Juan |
| current location: | Home |
| heritage: | Filipino |
| eye color: | Mik said it's like a dark hazel, but I just say brown xD |
| hair color: | At the moment? Bottle says "Ash Blonde" I say ish "red, plus brown, plus black (roots fighting back)" |
| height: | 5'1"-5'2"? |
| weight: | Who knows? :)) |
| lefty or righty: | Righty |
| shoe size: | 7? |
| ring size: | 8 |
| contacts/glasses: | Nope |
| tattoos: | None |
| piercings: | Ears |
| siblings: | One |
| are you the oldest?: | Yes |
| [random & personal] |
| hobbies: | sleeping, eating, singing, relaxing, cooking, net-browsing, etc :D |
| idol: | I haven't found a person I truly idolize with yet :3 |
| collect anything?: | Nope |
| pet peeves: | Inconsiderate people, stupid (but really just ignorant) people who ignore all reason, things that are TOO random (mum saying, pack up, you're coming home XD Even I want *some* order), etc. |
| bad habits: | PROCRASTINATION |
| talents: | Hyperextension of the elbow and dislocation of the thumb xD :)) |
| weaknesses: | Emotional stuff, laziness, etc. |
| strengths: | Brainstorming?:D XD |
| fears: | Rejection, abandonment, failure, darkness, etc. |
| most missed memory: | None come to mind, it's sad, I know =\ |
| what did you want to be growing up?: | A superhero... |
| what do you want to be now?: | An OT/EIC for a magazine :o!!! xD |
| do you want to go to college and what for?: | I am in college and to get big bucks when I work :p |
| what's your guilty pleasure?: | HIBERNATION and FORAGING. Yes, I am part animal. Rawr. |
| best advice you've ever gotten: | AJA!!! XD |
| best advice you've given: | It's okay to be afraid, what's important is, that it doesn't keep you from doing what you have to do. |
| little known fact about you: | I'm a perv and my mind makes a gutter look immaculately clean. |
| places you want to visit: | I want to travel around the globe, period. |
| goal for this year: | Kick ass :D |
| long term goal: | Kick ass hard :D XD |
| do you believe in yourself?: | To a certain degree, yes. |
| do you get motion sickness?: | Not really, at times, maybe, but it's really rare. |
| are you a health freak?: | NO :)) |
| do you clean when you're upset?: | No, I get even messier =\ |
| any regrets?: | No :) |
| [favorites] |
| smell: | UGH! The sexy man smell, smell of new leather, garlic, onions and butter simmering, etc. |
| perfume: | None |
| candy: | GUMMIES (esp. cola flavor) AND CHOCOLATE!!! |
| food: | No fave xD |
| pizza topping: | CHEESEEEEEEE |
| salad dressing: | Caesar |
| drink: | Mmmmm, water, iced tea and only recently... vodka tonic sprite :)) |
| alcoholic drink: | Vodka tonic sprite? I've only had that and gin tonic sprite and a taste of rum cola which tasted like crap to me |
| ice cream flavor: | OATMEAL COOKIE DOUGH! |
| dessert: | Something that's a baked thing, cake-ish + ice cream + fruit = YAY |
| chocolate: | Milk chocolate... or milk + hazelnut-y-ness |
| milk: | Uhh whole? |
| fruit: | No faves xD I LOVE FRUIT |
| vegetable: | Lettuce? |
| color: | None |
| number: | 8 |
| flower: | None |
| animal: | None |
| cookie: | Choco-chip (soft batch-y ones) and OREOS |
| holiday: | Christmas |
| season: | Winter... |
| sport: | None |
| disney character: | None |
| movie: | None |
| book: | None |
| song: | None |
| video game: | None |
| board game: | MONOPOLY XD |
| actor: | None |
| actress: | None |
| store: | None |
| quote: | "The inner mechanations of my mind are an enigma" - Patrick Star xD |
| shoe: | None |
| car: | None |
| [love & relationships] |
| single or taken: | Taken :) |
| how long have you been together?: | 3 years and still going |
| how long have you known each other?: | Around 3 years xD |
| where did you meet?: | A rip between space and time :)) |
| what's their name?: | Miki :D |
| their age?: | Sometimes it feels like he's 7... :)) J/k!!! |
| ever been in love?: | DUH |
| do you want to get married?: | Yes :) |
| where?: | A nice church.... with airconditioning :)) |
| do you want children?: | Of course! |
| how many?: | Two |
| have you already picked out names?: | Yes :3 |
| ever had a long distance relationship?: | Yes |
| how many relationships have you had?: | 1 |
| how many were serious?: | 1 |
| are you a myspace whore?: | Nope, rarely use it |
| what's your best friend's name?: | I don't have sole best friends, just true friends :) |
| their age?: | N/a |
| how long have you known each other?: | N/a |
| [have you ever] |
| been outside the country?: | Yes |
| written a song?: | Yes |
| sang to someone?: | Yes |
| been sung to?: | No |
| performed on stage?: | Yes |
| laugh so hard you cried?: | Yes |
| laugh so hard you peed?: | No |
| laugh so hard something came out of your nose?: | No |
| had surgery?: | No |
| been in an accident?: | No |
| had a near death experience?: | Yes? |
| commited a crime?: | No |
| been on a plane?: | Yes |
| been on a train?: | Yes |
| made a prank call?: | Yes |
| skinny dipped?: | No |
| [can you] |
| sing?: | Yes |
| drive?: | No |
| say the alphabet backwards?: | Used to |
| whistle?: | Yes |
| touch your tongue to your nose?: | No |
| dance?: | Yes |
| gleek?: | wth is gleek? |
| blow a bubble?: | Yes |
| roll your tongue?: | Yes |
| speak a different language?: | Yes |
| cook?: | Yes |
| cross your eyes?: | Yes |
| play an instrument?: | Yes |
| [this or that] |
| day or night: | Night |
| chocolate or vanilla: | Chocolate for chocolate, vanilla for ice cream |
| pepsi or coke: | Coke |
| color or black and white: | Color |
| love or money: | Love |
| tv or computer: | Computer |
| quiet night in or wild night out: | Depends on my mood |
| roughing it or fancy hotel: | *snickers* Meh. Fancy hotel :p |
| rock band or guitar hero: | Never played either |
| paper or plastic: | Paper |
| bath or shower: | Shower |
| city or country living: | City |
| crunchy or creamy peanut butter: | Creamy |
| crust or no crust: | No crust |
| boxers or briefs: | Boxers ;) |
| gold or silver: | Silver |
| call or text: | CALL |
| hug or kiss: | Both |
| gatorade or powerade: | What's the diff..? XD |
| white or wheat bread: | White =\ |
| pirate or ninja: | NINJA |
| mayo or miracle whip: | What's the diff..? XD |
| regular or curly fries: | REGULAR! |
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Grrrr...10:25 AM
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Sunday, July 05, 2009
I'm thinking about starting a new series of blog posts. I won't really have a set number of them since I bet I'll get a lot of them but I just thought I'd brand these types of entries. And yes, they'll be like an expanded wishlist. Just a post of something I want or I'd want to do per item. And no, these will not include make-up for we know, I would always want more and more :)) So on with the real post!
I was just browsing around YouTube a while ago and on the recommended stuff I saw another one of the many Phantom of the Opera piano vids. Each time I listen to something like that, I always get transported to a place where each note seems to strike my soul and send off a vibration of color transcending my body, creating a mental-visual orchestra for myself.
I don't know what it is about it but I distinctly remember getting crazy over Phantom of the Opera at around, damn, I'd want to say 6 or 7 years old but even I can't believe it. I'm not sure how I got into it. I think I remember this karaoke channel that'd play all types of songs. One of the many songs I'd see on was "All I Ask of You." For some reason I was hooked on it. I found it was from the Phantom of the Opera and at that age I knew I wanted to see it. At school, I was pleased to see in one of the little book/pamphlet-y things in the music room that the lyrics were there, not because I didn't memorize it (because I already did) but just seeing it elsewhere made me feel like I'd get closer to getting to it someday.
The next song I loved is my favorite. The title song - Phantom of the Opera. It seems so surreal, so other-worldly. It feels so powerful. I always wanted to sing it, but being an alto, leaves a lot to be desired. I don't know, but there's really just something about the posh gowns, old feel and the sinister sounds of an organ that I just find oh-so-sexy...
So what's my point? I want to experience watching an opera and broadway show... I want to see Phantom of the Opera, Rent, Wicked, Rock of Ages and maybe more! PotO and Rent are at the top of the list though. I would really really love to just get out and get to see those performances live with people who love what they're doing... I'm actually hoping to experience all this with my boyfriend. I don't know if he's as into these kinds of things like I am. Haha.
So that's the first of it. My first wish of things I want to have or do. Hopefully I'd get to fulfill this wish someday. I'm definitely looking forward to that day.
'Til then :) Laterz, loves :)
Grrrr...4:49 PM
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Okay.
So I just totally wanted a good title but it was still a failed attempt.
At the moment, I should be studying for my MRL exam today.
Actually I should've been studying for a long while now. But one thing lead to another and now here I am. Depressed.
It's funny, yeah, it's fucking hilarious, how it's one of our topics.
At the moment, I really just can't function. Not with what's happening. Reliving things.
My boyfriend doesn't grasp the whole situation. It's okay. I don't blame him. I'm just hurt.
I've been hurt for a long now. I just move on day to day trying not to mind it.
At the moment I remember Ma'am Penny Ching's words...
Ma'am Penny: How do you cope with your situation?
Mara: I just.. ignore it... they tell me to ignore it...
Ma'am Penny: Well, you do know that if you just keep it all inside, sooner or later, it has to...
Mara: Yeah...
I'm not mad at my father really. I'm not mad at anything that's happened. Just sad. Yes. Saddened and depressed by the whole thing. It breaks my heart time after time after time.
It feels horrible. And talking about it, like with my boyfriend awhile ago, it just didn't work out...
I'm reminded of the time I tired breaking up because of how fucked up my life is, but of course it didn't work.
Sometimes, it seems like the smart thing to do because I know he doesn't need this bullshit... but the last thing I need is the isolation I'm casting upon myself...
I just want this to end right.
I hate how I'm powerless and I lost my momentum with studying...
I wish he and I didn't talk about it...
UGH THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT!
I don't want to hurt anymore than I have to...
I've been hurt fine...
I'm so tired of crying...
If only...
I wish he were here... I will be strong...
I just hope I find it in me to get back on track soon or else I won't get any sleep... There's too much happening... fuck it... I'm so broken... I.. need comfort... I need refuge...
Grrrr...5:45 PM
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
One of my birthday predictions that I hesitated to list was the feeling that when I turn eighteen, I would lose everything. I thought despite everything there would be one thing that would resist all trouble. Love.
Turns out this isn't a fairytale.
Now I feel even more alone than ever.
Financially, I knew I was zip already. Academically, stumbled so many times already yet I'm hopeful. Family life? Let's skip that. Friends-wise? I don't get out much. I have succumbed to isolation. And now this. No more knight in shining armour.
Maybe I deserve it.
So I walk alone.
I "fight" alone.
I cry alone.
Yeah. Everything? I'd have to handle it.
Guess I wouldn't have to hear the hurtful words without the source around.
But of course goodbye to the fluttery feelings and hopeful air... the strength to live on.
I don't mind.
I'll be fine.
Whatever fine means and however I'd achieve it...
Btw the title of the post "Goodbye Love" is from Rent. Yeah. iPod therapy...
Mimi:
It's true you sold your guitar and bought a car?
Roger:
It's true - I'm leaving now for Santa Fe, It's true you're with this yuppie scum?
Benny:
You said you'd never speak to him again
Mimi:
Not now
Maureen:
Who said you that you have any say in who she says things to at all?
Roger:
Yeah!
Joanne:
Who said that you should stick your nose in other people's...
Maureen:
Who said I was talking to you?
Joanne:
we used to have this fight each night
Mark:
Calm down
Joanne:
She'd never admit I existed
Mark:
Everyone please
Mimi:
He was the same way - he was always "run away - hit the road don't commit" you're full of shit (powerful words :p)
Joanne:
She's in denial
Mimi:
He's in denial
Joanne:
Didn't give an inch when i gave a mile
Mark:
Come on
Mimi:
I gave a mile
Roger:
Gave a mile to who?
Mark & Benny:
Come on guys chill!
Mimi & Joanne:
I'd be happy to die for a taste of what Angel had someone to live for-unafraid to say i love you
Roger:
All your words are nice Mimi but love's not a three way street you'll never share real love until you love your self-I
should know
Collins:
You all said you'd be cool today so please for my sake...
I can't believe he's gone
I can't believe your going
I can't believe this family must die
Angel helped us believe in love I can't believe you disagree
All:
I can't believe this is good bye
( Maureen and Joanne reconcile and go home. Collins returns to the funeral home. Mimi and Benny leave together. Roger and
Mark are left alone.)
Mark:
I hear there are great restaurants out west
Roger:
Some of the best, how could she?
Mark:
How could you let her go?
Roger:
You just don't know...how could we lose Angel?
Mark:
Maybe you'll see why when you stop escaping your pain at least now if you try Angel's death won't be in vain
Roger:
His death is in vain
Mark:
Are you insane? There's so much to care about there's me there's Mimi-
Roger:
Mimi's got her baggage too
Mark:
So do you
Roger:
Who are you to tell me what I know. What to do
Mark:
A friend
Roger:
But who, Mark, are you? "Mark has got his work" they say "Mark lives for his work" and "Mark's in love with his work" Mark
hides in his work
Mark:
From what?
Roger:
From facing your failure, facing your loneliness facing the fact you live a lie
yes, you live a lie tell you why
you're always preaching not to be numb when that's how you thrive
you pretend to create and observe
when you really detach from feeling alive
Mark:
Perhaps it's because I'm the one of us to survive
Roger:
Poor baby
Mark:
Mimi still loves you
Are you really jealous or afraid that Mimi's weak
Roger:
Mimi did look pale
Mark:
Mimi's gotten thin
Mimi's running out of time
And you're running out the door--
Roger: No more! I've gotta go.
Mark:
Hey! For someone who's always been let down who's heading out of town?
Roger:
For someone who longs for a community of his own, who's with his camera, all alone?
I'll call. I hate the fall.
(Mimi enters)
You heard?
Mimi:
Every word
you don't want baggage without lifetime guarantees
You don't want to watch me die?
I just came to say
goodbye love, goodbye love
came to say goodbye love, goodbye
just came to say
Roger: Glory
Mimi:
goodbye love
Roger:
One blaze of
Mimi:
goodbye love
Roger:
glory
Mimi:
goodbye love goodbye
Roger: I have to find
(Roger leaves Benny enters)
Mimi:
please don't touch me understand I'm scared I need to go away
Mark:
I know a place, a clinic
Benny:
A rehab?
Mimi:
Maybe could you?
Benny:
I'll pay
Mimi:
goodbye love
goodbye love
came to say goodbye love goodbye
just came to say goodbye love
goodbye love goodbye love goodbye love
hello disease
-end-
I know it's long. You'd appreciate it when you watch it... Meh...
I don't even know what I'm doing. What *do* I know, huh? Nothing. I don't know anymore.
Grrrr...5:25 PM
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I am slowly getting better. Thanks mostly to Mandy for being the ever-douche-y but still very much timely friend/kuya/twinnie. He didn't say much last night but he told me what I needed. Hopefully I'll get to do my SOTM work tomorrow when I'm emotionally stable. My cousins are pretty good too just because of the way they are. Meh. Growing up really sucks :)). I'm just listening to my iPod and yeah... this... I love it xD. I love Adam Lavigne for coming up with this and just knowing how to take care of a broken girl :p. My anthem used to be Beautiful Disaster by Jon McLaughlin but since the song's about a seventeen year old girl, it doesn't fit so much :)) So here. Another song for another year. Another point of view. Showing just what I need.
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind�spending�everyday
Out on your corner�in the pouring rain
Look for the�girl�with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind�spending�everyday
Out on your corner�in the pouring rain
Look for the�girl�with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind�spending�everyday
Out on your corner�in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye...
So that's that then. Just randomly blogging, yeah. Gah my head hurts. Haha. *Sighs* Just wish I could enjoy�the rest of my summer... Be happy and all that good stuff...
Grrrr...1:52 PM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Before anything, I would like to thank all those who remembered my birthday and greeted me. I don't have phone credits yet, so yeah. But really. Thanks. Thanks to my boyfriend too. What he did really got me by. Anyways, on with the tragedy! And yes, you can stop reading now. Thank you.
I'm not gonna be bullshitting anymore.
I'm tired. My tearducts have been working really hard.
Yes. I just had the worst birthday ever. Yep. Ever. Not only is it just any birthday but it's my 18th. Hah. Fancy that.
Yesterday I woke up late because I really didn't want to go through more hours of the day than I had to. I was going to court. Fine. I accepted it. And I would've done a pretty damn good job of keeping composed with the pre-trial if only my dad didn't touch me.
I don't know. There's just something about that that sends the inner me questioning "why?" Yeah. That simple. I don't really want to go into much detail.
So fine. Waterworks erupted. I was asked to be strong which only made me cry harder each time they said it.. Because inside all I could think of was "be strong!? The hell am I trying to do?" But of course, trying is never enough. It's either do or do not. Tough shit for me.
The rest of the day was spent at home, waiting as the pain slowly ebbed away and I cleared my mind. I busied myself by concentrating on eyeliner. Yes. Desperate times call for desperate measures, my friend.
So what happened then? Mum asked to go watch "Drag Me to Hell."
Personally, I'm a scaredy cat. I hate horror flicks and it is all too easy to spook me and send me through loops of paranoia. So what would you think my answer would be? Oh of course, I'd say no. But of course mum'd ask again and again. So, I gave in.
We had dinner. Had dessert. Watched the movie. I was naturally reduced to a shaking, pathetic pile at my mum's arm. It wasn't scary but the sounds, the images, they freaked me out all the same.
We tried to look for the phone I wanted, not really. We looked for things she wanted actually, but not for too long, it was getting late. She had work tomorrow, I was coming with.
My alarm didn't go off. I hurriedly fixed my stuff and got ready and before you know it, we were off.
She asked if I wanted some bread and stuff but yeah, I don't usually get hungry so early in the morning. Actually, my ass should've still been in bed by then. We got to her office. I used my ipod and my laptop. Stopped by Ministop to buy food because my boyfriend hates me skipping meals and got some credits for my prepaid wi-fi thingymajjigy too. I ate in mum's room then did more random things.
She made me get some powder foundation, made me chat up with her workmates. We went to a drive-thru for lunch because we need to run an errand. We got back and I was off again to look for the phone I wanted that wasn't available yet. Went back. Waited for my ID. Grabbed a cab and went here.
It was all pretty good being around more people again but after dinner things surprisingly nose-dived.
Again my grandparents made me feel like an idiot whilst my brother was being an ass.
I cried for the latter.
I vented but yeah... that didn't exactly work out the way I thought it would so I went on crying instead.
I was shaking. I tried praying and I sounded sick as I'd sob and all that shit.
I tried settling down with this but �yeah. Still crying.
At least I'm not shaking anymore, right?
So yes. At least this thing took what I had to throw at it. Thank goodness.
Hmmm. Before I end this I'll put a thing on top for proper thank yous... yeah.... so that people can read that before getting bored with my life.
Laterz.
Grrrr...4:58 PM
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Sunday, June 07, 2009
Another post that I can guarantee to be non-sensical, stupid and definitely incohesive.
But guess what?
I don't care.
Yeah. For the lack of anyone to talk and/or vent to I of course turn to you, oh blog, to just vent out.
I can't believe that for my 18th I'm gonna be in court. Wonderful.
But of course, there is some consolation in all this.
It's my day. If it turns out all too much, I can just ask to be brought home where I would cry and have every right to reject human company. I will let it all pass alone. I don't want false hopes. No rescues. Nada. Because I know what hoping would only bring. Yep. More pain. So screw that. Fuck it all. Screw the bullshit.
Hello songs like Sum 41's Pieces, Some Say and maybe even October Fall's If We're Are Alone, Aren't We In This Together.
Here's to clawing at skin and all that good stuff.
Blah screw this, this is pointless, useless.
Goodbye.
Grrrr...12:56 PM
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About
Heya, Mara here
I'm 17.
Still have three years of college ahead of me.. for unfortunate reasons
And yet somehow, despite that (and more crap in my life, if I may say so myself) I'm thankful for my life because somehow it twisted and turned and contorted itself into a form that still allows me to smile.
I'm odd.
I love colors.
Due to artistic frustrations with painting, drawing, sculpture and the like, I have been forced to seek refuge in the art of make up.
I'm freaking moody. Plus, sometimes I could be a girly girl and other times I could just be such a boy o_O.
Just because I could be a girly girl doesn't mean I'm exactly one of those pretty bitches. Think more along the lines of glam rock or something. Beauty with attitude, perhaps? Yes.
I'm an idealist in a way that I keep focusing on how things should be.
At the same time though, I contradict myself and act pretty much like a realist. Telling things as it is.
I'm prolly a healthy mix of both. No shit, Sherlock kind of thing and all that jazz.
Sometimes sarcasm is just lovely. I mean, I know your brain can just handle it, right?
I'm pretty freaking lucky that I have a Miki in my life
And yeah, we're in love
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